UGH!
New Year's post after church :/

Sahn, I feel like I haven't been doing anything for this blog since school went on break. I mean, I really haven't done anything to occupy my time to keep me away from the computer other than stuff, but yeah. I guess I need to do more posts, but I'm just not feeling it. Is that bad? Hm, whatever.

Breaks make me feel like I could do so much with my life, but all I want to do is lay up in my bed, buried by my covers and blankets, and just SLEEP. Oh, how I love sleeping :)

---- (My thoughts to some people).

1. I hate videogames. Wanna know why?
Cause they block me from you until 11/12 o' clock at night.
I have to text and call people that I get irritated at because..
I'm not talking to you like I want to. I have a secret to tell you.

2. You. You get on my nerves.
You should have never done what you did.
Then, I might not still be mad at you.
And yes. I don't care anymore.

3. I actually don't want to start over with you.
What we had was good, but I'm completely over you.
You are a good person, but you aren't for me.
Soo, stop. Please. I have somebody now.

4. I miss you a lot.
It's been since 2004 and I'm still crying.
You should see Tre and the Twins.
They remind us of you. Oh, how's heaven?

5. I don't think I can do this anymore.
What are we? What's our status?
I need you. There is no more want.
You have my heart, and I'm scared.


I used colors to enhance learning like Facc, lol. All are men, and numbers one and five are the same person.

Musica!

I've always liked these two together, Amerie and Fab.
They should date :)

Great video/story line.

Maino - Tiger Woods.

Drake - It's Been A Pleasure.

Lupe Fiasco - I'm Beaming.

Wale - Bedrock (Freestyle).

Young Money - Roger That.

:)

"If you want to know where your heart is, look where your mind goes when it wonders."

Haiku, Quote, and Pictures.

"Crawl into the bed

wrap yourself all around me

and fall back to sleep."

- Tyler Knott Gregson

"We must be silent before we can listen. We must listen before we can learn. We must learn before we can prepare. We must prepare before we can serve. We must serve before we can lead."

- William Aurthur Ward

:)

O M G, NANDO :)

NandoMcFlyy. - TheCarryOut.

So, I went CRAZY! I got on Nando's blog today, and found what I have been wanting for years. HIS FIRST MIXTAPE THAT HE WOULD NEVER PUT UP! I am in loveeeee :)

Nando is my man, and I will be marrying him. Mhm, mhm.

Winter has finally arrived :)

Quote of the Day.

"Going to church doesn’t make you any more a Christian than going to the garage makes you a car."

- Laurence Peter.

We started our Winter Break early because of the blizzard, so Imma be on a haitus for awhile. I want to have a life this break :)

I've only fallen in love with weedheads.

I kinda don't know how I feel about that, lol.

:)

You and me could write a bad romance.

Lady Gaga - The Fame Monster (Deluxe Edition).

*Her debut album, The Fame, and her EP, The Fame Monster.

Your body drives me crazy.

Oh Shit. Let's be bestfriends :)

Kellan Lutz - Calvin Klein Underwear Ad.

The Five One - Pretty Girls (Cover).

Nando. Nando. Nando. Nando. Nando.

Team Edward until Jacob's shirt comes off :)

“ If I annotated a book that you’re in, I’d highlight you a different color from everything else because you’re just THAT important."

— Abigail Cadua, :)

This man makes me go crazy when he drops new music.Nando - Bulletproof (Dirty).Nando - Bulletproof (Clean).

Dear You,

I think of us drinking green tea together.

"It’s not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It’s about the ride, for Christ’s sake. There is no point in going through all this crap, if you’re are not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what… when you least expect something great might come along. Something better then you even planned for."

- Along Came Polly.

Always, even when I'm mad at you.

"My hands are waiting

to find their way back to you.

I will miss your skin"

- Tyler Knott Gregson.


Babe, I want us to work out this time, like no fake. I'm tired of fighting and just want to be with you and only you. So, do me a favor and let's take this journey together, AGAIN. It'll be worthwhile, I pinky swear :)

The Element of Freedom.

How much of a beast I am to have the Alicia Keys new album before it even hits stores, and I'm blessing you with it on this fine Sunday. Mhm, yeah I'm a beast.

Alicia Keys - The Element of Freedom.

(Mediafire).

Me.

You.

MHM MHM!

Hi.

My name is Diamond.

This is not me, but I feel her.

Songs & Vids.

TREY MAKES ME HAPPY.

Invented Sex Remix f. Usher and Keri Hilson.

King Mez - Lookwarm.

Pro'Verb, Lyricss, Chris Barz, and KT - Microphone.

Eh, I'm posting my favorite 50 Cent videos/songs. But, the last video is a Curren$y song. I just like him. All of 50's songs are in order of how much I really like them, kinda.

Do You Think About Me.

Baby By Me.

21 Questions.

Many Men (Wish Death).

Life Under The Scope.

This is going to be hard.

I'm over you. I hope.

You've made me cry too much.

Even on my birthday, sahn. That's low.

My mom thinks you're a jackass, and you are.

But, this is going to be hard.. to actually get over you for good.

Seventeen, hoee.

* I wish this was my cake, lol.

Soo, yesterday was my 17th birthday! And I was soooo excited, but I received A LOT of phone calls and texts, even today! But, I just wanted to thank EVERYONE for celebrating my birthday with me yesterday. It was really special and I appreciate it mucho. I seriously would have blogged about my birthday yesterday, but I was soo busy with school, family, and my NHS induction ceremony.

I'm going to give a quick review of my dayyyy :) So, I woke up all extra early because my Mommy told me that she had to be at work early, so that meant that I was going to school early. My tail normally wakes up at 630 and rushes out of the house by 655, but yesterday, I got up at 6! It was outttaaa controolll.  But, I woke up, lol, and I'm combing my hair around 640 in the bathroom downstairs, and all of a sudden, my doorbell rings. And I'm like, "Who the crap is at my door at this time in the morning?!" Right? My mom answers, and my BESTFRIENDS are at my door with a HUGEEE breakfast meal that they prepared for me and cake! I was sooo stunned.. Like, speechless. It was soo sweet of them to do that, and to think I was mad because I had to get up early, right? They made pancakes, bacon, eggs, and an amazing cake. Soo, we ate and then went off to school... and then, I had loads of other foods my friends made me & amazing presents that I soo was not expecting. OHHH, and I failed a test, lol.

Fast-forward to home. So, I'm at home trying to do some homework because I didn't do a paper that was due, and my front door is open, just cause, and my grandfather walks in. ANDDD, I'm like, "What are you doing here?" Lol, cause they NEVER come up to see us, soo I was def surprised.

Fast-forward timesss 2! NHS Induction Ceremony. It was cool/long. My parents/grandparents bought me roses and huge balloons. It was sweet.

Fast-forward timeesss 3. Carrabbas, I got sick. Couldn't eat. :/

Home. Cried. Got comforted.

Woke up. Today. A lot of missed alerts. I have to call Collin, Savannah, Dre, and moree personas. I have to text a lot of people back too. GREAT.

Thanks B for listening to my BSing about "bleep" yesterday too.
& Happy Birthday, Briana.

My bestfriend has a new boyfriend, and he is so sweet. I'm actually really jealous of this stuff shown below, lol. Abby, keep this kid because he seriously has a good heart. Where are all of the nice guys in the world?

o ac: don't worry about me, okay?
o mt: i'm always going to worry about you.
o ac: ily. always. mkay? it's just not my night.
o mt: ilytoo. and i know it's not your night but i wanna be able to make these nights your night because you're my girl.


o ac: “i’m fragile”
o mt: “i’m careful”

o mt: I’m sleeeepy..
o ac: Aww, go to sleep (:
o mt: I will but before I do, tell me about your day.

<3

I'm doing pretty good today, if I say so myself.

:)

Chris Brown - Graffiti Promo.

Gucci Mane - Lemonade.

DJ Khaled - Fed Up.

VIBE RELAUNCH.

Alicia Keys - Unthinkable (I'm Ready) f. Drake.

Track is fireee, and was penned by Drake.

Vibe's Relauching Issue.

Drake - December Issue :)

I've..

Been busy.. with school and other stuff teenagers do.

Eh, things I had forgot to say..
1. Happy Thanksgiving.
2. Happy Belated Birthday Mommy.
3. Happy 1st Birthday J.

Now with that over.. I just want to say that males are stupid and not needed on this planet, ugh :/ I'm sick of every last one of them, even my BFF. This excludes my father, of course.

Another note, my birthday is on the 8th! :) :) I'll be seventeen, lol. I'm getting old, it's beginning to scare me.

Christmas is soon, and the New Year is close also. I'm kinda ready to see what the new year brings, because o9 was hmm VERY wack.

AND, I've decided that I'm marrying the man below.
My quote: "So, I'm kinda in love with this kid named Nando :) He's sick like swine."

Nando - Shining Down Cover.