life = sucks.

so heres my update on life, because im so not dead.
school sucks.
crew sucks.
people suck.
boys suck.
the parental units suck.
allergies suck.
everything sucks, lol!
but i love life to the fullest extent.

more posts and life feelings soon, when i have time..

hiatus!

i need to focus on school and crew for a good 30 to 40 more days. soo i wont be posting as often..

ooh, and i got an 86 and 100 on my chem essay, which i totally bs'ed :)

two fingers!

the truth.

so i write poetry, stories, my thoughts, etc. (anything that i feel that needs to be written down). soo, i was extra excited when hbo decided to bring this show forward. being a poet, i was intrigued by these kids my age who tell their pain in a powerful and deep manner. this is my new addiction, and b. yung is the face of def poetry. i have my eye on him, he is very mysterious and misunderstood. i really like that.

b. yung - change.

hbo's brave new voices episode one.

alysia - that girl.

what in the world..

smh.

smh..

smh, what was she thinking?
this is NOT, NOT, NOT, NOT cute.
but whatever, its her head.
lls, attention getter all the way.

got mad laughs.

my mans.

"According to one commentar, "This is the most powerful photo in the series. Remember they are not supposed to shake hands, but the two brothers couldn't resist the historic moment. The black royal cop never imagined in his wildest dream that he would usher a black American president into the British corridors of power. Nice.""

chester french.

"jacques jams, vol. 1: endurance" click here for download!

i have been waiting for this for weeks, and it’s finally here. star trak’s newest signees, rockstars chester french, brings us a mixtape, free album just two weeks before their debut drops in stores everywhere.

so i lied.

im addicted to this thing.
and this dumb person is prolly sleep, and forgot to text me back.

ugh, rough day.
not really, but still.

got up at 6freaking30 this morning to get my hair braided.
umm, spring break?! i dont get up that early on spring break.
soo, i got there around 8, finished by 330, and completely starved.

after that, i chilled out and went grocery shopping, not really, but still.
read my 7teen and essence magazines twice, cause i was bored.
ehh, movies came around, ate popcorn, drank diet coke, all that jazz.
dont tell the coach i was drinking dark soda, soda at that.
home, cranked gogo once again, as always, in the car, ipod, room.

computer time,
facebook,
myspace,
blogger,
concreteloop,
blackle/google.
download music.

boys confuse the h e double hockeyyy sticks out of me.
truly.

old downloads.
ciara - kiss my swag / pucker up.
dj class - im the ish f. kanye west.
(trey songz & dupri wasnt hype like kw, no dr.)

okay, im done..
goodnight! peace and blessings.

of the day..

this is my last post.
check this:
love the homes drake, kinda dislike weezy.
hes getting old / tiring / fake.


in my city - promise f. drake.
click here!

que asco.

she needs a freaking bra on, smh.
pr stunt, all day.

quick.

someone that understands me completely.





things that you should know ,

dont let this pretty face fool you, i roll like a boss.
no one can ever stop me from getting mines.
make me laugh and youll have my heart forever.
i could care less what you think of me.
ne-yo, drake, kanye, and brandon hines are the best.
you shouldve been an indian.
obama / biden won, =].
god is number one, period.
how you carry yourself will interest me, not how you look.
crew is my sport.
writing is my passion.
if i was white, i would be a scene girl.
dont ever enroll in the ib program.
just because im a quiet person, doesnt mean im stuck up.
i smile more than god ever intended someone too.
i live to please myself and my family, not you .
i crave ice cream every, single day.
mtb4 is my addiction.

hmm,

i dont know whether to love or hate this dude..
i used to love h.i.m., pero i dont anymore. but he looks soo depressed, and ppl aint giving him noo grief. i just wanna know the true story por que the entire story seems suspicious..

and the sweater/cardigan/ fake blazer, is NOT cute to wear in court chris.
maybe to church, but not court.
wear a real suit next time, and take the cheesy second grade watch off.. you aint in there to make a fashion statement.

but it is kinda fly, the watch and fake blazer.. for the streets.

the girls.

mia

letty

soo, yeah.
here are the girls in the movie that would turn me lesbo,
lls. but the other chick, idk her name.. but her voice is ew.

fast and furious.

tonight, i went out and watched "fast and furious.."
and at first, i was pissed cause i wanted to go see "adventureland," buttt, "fast and furious" was nothing of what i expected, bc of tokyo drift.. all, i can say is, it was really worth spending my mom's 750 to check it out, and yes i still do buy child tickets and movie hop. lol.

awhh, and if i was a dude, id get at the two main chicks, nh. and vin disel and paul walker were gorgeous.

id freaking recommend this movie to anyoneeee =].
but, "adventureland" is in my agenda later on this week.

ten to one.

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People. (but don't say their name)

one - um, i really think you are just confused. but i really dont care, i love you nonetheless.
two - i really love our talks on the path down to the boathouse. i really depend on you, and im glad we are still best friends after five years. geez, that seems like forever.
three - sometimes i feel left out when i hang with you three, but i mean its cool. cause im too laidback compared to you three crazies, lol. after all that all of has been through with one another, im truly surprised we havent ripped each others head out, lls.
four - i seriously do not want you to come to gar-field next year. i still want you away from me, and idk why, because its been years since whatever went down, but i really cant stand to see you everyday.. itll suck majorly. but youre still a cool kid that is the number one troublemaker in the world. i pray for you, cause im scared for your life sometimes.. i care too much.
five - i REALLY HATE your new boyfriend. i dont understand why you would bring that man into our lives. hes completely disgusting and no one will be good enough for you. he has too much baggage, and seems to be VERY sneaky. and i dont like it at all.
six - you probably think i hate your guts because i tend to be mean to you. but its out of love, truly. i love you with all my heart and i would kill/die for you. if the world ended, i know that you would be the only one there, because we are blood. i can say that you are the best brother in the world, even with all of your weirdness, lol. just know, if anyone wanted to test you, theyd have to go through me first.
seven - you are lucky because you are numero siete, its my lucky number. um, even though you are too hard to understand, i feel myself drawn to you. im drawn to you because i think you are interesting. youre just different from any dude, and chill, like mee. lol. but umm, even though you dont do ldrs, me either, we can just be chill/cool. but i seriously dont know how you feel, so get at me. oh, and my mama met this man whose first name was yours, and whose last name was mine. thats freaking weird, freaking weird. and to answer your question, yes is the answer. duhh, loser.
eight - i dont know why i talk to you, lol. you are sooo loud and dont care what no one says about you. but i do have to say, sometimes you let things go wayy out of hand, but its whatever, cause you dont care. hopefully, we will still be chillax homies for forever, lol.
nine - when yall argue, it really irritates the crap out of me. like, wtheck, chill out and fix the problems. we dont need to see yall arguring or catching attitudes with one another, its kinda hurting us, but whatever i guess.
ten - you try too hard, too hard, too hard, too hard. and its not cool, so stop.


Nine Things About Myself.

1. im quiet and laidback, but dont test me.
2. im addicted to nando/markys music and reality television shows.
3. i get annoyed easily.
4. i hate talking on the phone, id rather text.
5. i daydream alot, so i can be caught not listening when people are talking to me...
6. i secretly hate people that have my name, lol.
7. church, all the time.
8. i write alot, alot, alot and over analyze movies.
9. if i could swim all day, i would.


Eight Ways To Win My Heart.

1. smile alot, be real.
2. dont lie/cheat.
3. is true/dedicated to his hobbies or whatever.
4. is chill/laidback.
5. make me laugh all the time.
6. have some type of uniqueness.
7. gotta have some type of smarts, cant have a stupid dude.
8. love God.


Seven Things That Cross My Mind Alot.

1. music.
2. my future/grades.
3. my friends.
4. crew.
5. my family.
6. obama =].
7. boys.


Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep

1. the usual, shower, teeth, pray, etc.
2. text.
3. watch television.
4. pick out my clothes.
5. read/write.
6. think, think, think.


Five People Who Mean Alot To Me. (no order whatsoever)

1. if
2. its
3. you,
4. you would know,
5. or you should..


Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now.

1. sweatshirt.
2. jeans.
3. flipflops.
4. underclothes, lol.


Three Songs You Listen To Often.

1. bowie/largo girls, do me, freedom plaza - nando mcflyy.
2. underdog, faded, lust for life - drake.
3. turn my swag on - soulja boy.


Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die.
1. have the american dream, family, job, etc.
2. make myself/family proud.


One Confession.

1. i think too much, and hide my true feelings..

new music!

click the pictures for the links.

mario - break up ft. gucci mane and sean garrett.
day 26 - anything.
kid cudi - i poker her face.

marvin gaye.

the news was so shocking at the time, people who heard it believed it was some kind of cruel April Fool's Day joke, but 25 years ago – on April Fool's Day – marvin gaye was shot to death by his father one day before his 45th birthday. the shooting occurred during an argument between the two. gaye's biggest hits included sexual healing, what's going on and get's get it on. he would have turned 70 on April 2nd.

i cannot wait.

for the i am [sasha fierce] tour to come over to the states. ive already saved money up for my tickets, geez. i love beyonce and her way she just owns the stage. sigh, too bad i have to wait until may..

chillness.

who cares that this song has been out for awhile.
i just haddd to post it because my boo, drake, is the leading man.
not saying that i dont like chrisette, shes pretty dope, but drake =].

old news.

cici getting it.
ehh, the song is okayy.. i only like justin.

he back on the scene.

omg, i LOVE trey songz. if i was older, or he was younger, i would mos def get at that. check his new video, "brand new." awhh, he crank all the time. check for his new album, "ready" in stores june 30th! but i do think that "i need a girl" should have been his first single/video.. but check my mans drake with a cameo in the video.

college hill.

haha, so i found this kid on youtube.

and i must say, he is too killa.

he a dc kid, and these are his opinions on the new college hill.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWbHDDgXVT0

im soo blown.

my obama pin got taken of my school bag, so im blown likee.
now, i have to get new one, again.
but, heres some buttons i like..

april fools.

this day is stupid and a complete waste of time, but fun?
hmmm, yes i guess so.

music of the day:
a chick thats pretty hard.
SNEAKER VIXEN!
does her spin of DROP by RICH BOY.
click here for download!