ten to one.

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People. (but don't say their name)

one - um, i really think you are just confused. but i really dont care, i love you nonetheless.
two - i really love our talks on the path down to the boathouse. i really depend on you, and im glad we are still best friends after five years. geez, that seems like forever.
three - sometimes i feel left out when i hang with you three, but i mean its cool. cause im too laidback compared to you three crazies, lol. after all that all of has been through with one another, im truly surprised we havent ripped each others head out, lls.
four - i seriously do not want you to come to gar-field next year. i still want you away from me, and idk why, because its been years since whatever went down, but i really cant stand to see you everyday.. itll suck majorly. but youre still a cool kid that is the number one troublemaker in the world. i pray for you, cause im scared for your life sometimes.. i care too much.
five - i REALLY HATE your new boyfriend. i dont understand why you would bring that man into our lives. hes completely disgusting and no one will be good enough for you. he has too much baggage, and seems to be VERY sneaky. and i dont like it at all.
six - you probably think i hate your guts because i tend to be mean to you. but its out of love, truly. i love you with all my heart and i would kill/die for you. if the world ended, i know that you would be the only one there, because we are blood. i can say that you are the best brother in the world, even with all of your weirdness, lol. just know, if anyone wanted to test you, theyd have to go through me first.
seven - you are lucky because you are numero siete, its my lucky number. um, even though you are too hard to understand, i feel myself drawn to you. im drawn to you because i think you are interesting. youre just different from any dude, and chill, like mee. lol. but umm, even though you dont do ldrs, me either, we can just be chill/cool. but i seriously dont know how you feel, so get at me. oh, and my mama met this man whose first name was yours, and whose last name was mine. thats freaking weird, freaking weird. and to answer your question, yes is the answer. duhh, loser.
eight - i dont know why i talk to you, lol. you are sooo loud and dont care what no one says about you. but i do have to say, sometimes you let things go wayy out of hand, but its whatever, cause you dont care. hopefully, we will still be chillax homies for forever, lol.
nine - when yall argue, it really irritates the crap out of me. like, wtheck, chill out and fix the problems. we dont need to see yall arguring or catching attitudes with one another, its kinda hurting us, but whatever i guess.
ten - you try too hard, too hard, too hard, too hard. and its not cool, so stop.


Nine Things About Myself.

1. im quiet and laidback, but dont test me.
2. im addicted to nando/markys music and reality television shows.
3. i get annoyed easily.
4. i hate talking on the phone, id rather text.
5. i daydream alot, so i can be caught not listening when people are talking to me...
6. i secretly hate people that have my name, lol.
7. church, all the time.
8. i write alot, alot, alot and over analyze movies.
9. if i could swim all day, i would.


Eight Ways To Win My Heart.

1. smile alot, be real.
2. dont lie/cheat.
3. is true/dedicated to his hobbies or whatever.
4. is chill/laidback.
5. make me laugh all the time.
6. have some type of uniqueness.
7. gotta have some type of smarts, cant have a stupid dude.
8. love God.


Seven Things That Cross My Mind Alot.

1. music.
2. my future/grades.
3. my friends.
4. crew.
5. my family.
6. obama =].
7. boys.


Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep

1. the usual, shower, teeth, pray, etc.
2. text.
3. watch television.
4. pick out my clothes.
5. read/write.
6. think, think, think.


Five People Who Mean Alot To Me. (no order whatsoever)

1. if
2. its
3. you,
4. you would know,
5. or you should..


Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now.

1. sweatshirt.
2. jeans.
3. flipflops.
4. underclothes, lol.


Three Songs You Listen To Often.

1. bowie/largo girls, do me, freedom plaza - nando mcflyy.
2. underdog, faded, lust for life - drake.
3. turn my swag on - soulja boy.


Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die.
1. have the american dream, family, job, etc.
2. make myself/family proud.


One Confession.

1. i think too much, and hide my true feelings..