ugh, blah.

im one screwed up person,
not in a bad way, in a good way.
i think..

i keep lying to myself,
it hurts alot.
i wish someone would just ask me to tell them what is on my mind.
no one does.
but im complicated and a handful,
im guessing people dont like that.
well, i cant change that.

i want a change of scenery, QUICK :(