Day 13: A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

August 20, 2010
Dear, You Know Who You Are
You never kept to your word. You disrespected me and degraded me like no other. Your words and actions can transcend from loving to hatred. You were my backbone, my bestfriend, my counselor, my lover; my everything. However, everything changed so quickly. Now, you are nothing to me. No pain has crossed my mind or heart since you told me I was worthless as a woman and had no purpose in life, because I know what you said to me that day was incorrect on all accounts. Little to no tears have dripped from my eyelids since that day regarding you, because I will rise against all of your assumptions about MY life. As I take a deep look back on our relationship, you knew nothing about me. You never understood my pain or what I've been through in life, because you were always never completely there for me. I may have invited you into my life unlike my other friends, but you never took advantage of knowing me in my entirety, because you were always worried about yourself. You had no right on God's green Earth to tell me some of the things you told me on that day.. And to make it public, for everyone to see.. Thinking about our relationship makes me cringe because you were the only one I trusted with always being there for me and loved, but now we have nothing. But in all understanding, I have no grudge against you. I hope God blesses you with an amazing life, and I hope that you achieve your dream(s). Just know that you have no control over me, and your hateful words rolled over my back, and had no meaning. I wouldn't allow you profess such things over my life. No amount of apologies or regrets will ever allow me to have you back in my life. I will not allow someone to enter my life again because of such words spoken over me.. I don't regret knowing you, but I do fault myself for falling deep in love with someone who treated me like you did.. You never were consistent with your feelings and words. Fighting all the time with little to none makeups. I was never important to you. I was never your priority. I was never someone you truly loved. I was just there, while I was someone who understood you, but never got anything in return. This chapter is now closed in my book, and it will never be opened again. All is fair in love and war.

Sincerely,
Diamond