Talking to you is part of my daily routine, without it, I'm sad :'( ♥ .
-To my sweetheart, lol.
Boys are stupid. And dumb. And yet I still deal with them.
Smh.
This guy is my bestfriend.
Ask me how we are still close, and it's pretty simple. Because we love each other. Even though we tear each other to shreds and cuss each other out like nobody's business, he still has my heart. All we do is fight to no end, but I can't find myself trusting someone like I trust him. We always find our way back to each other. I love you, B. Don't forget that. I'll always be there for you, sadly :). Te amo, lol.
SN: The female gets no shine. I don't like her, lol.
I feel like I haven't updated in awhile. Soo, I'm back (: Thank God today is Friday, it's been too long of a week. But anyways, next week is Prom (: I'm really excited. Natalia and I have worked really hard to make sure Prom is going to be amazing. My report card looks good for someone who slacks (see below). I'm really proud of my math grade. Today, my mommy bought me a ticket to go see John Mayer <3 She knows how to make me smile. I love her so much. Now, I'm going to take a nap, lol. I have a longggg night planned (:
John Mayer is coming to Va Beach on July 18th and Nissan on July 31st (: (: I'm def going. Tickets go on sale in 3 days and I'm way beyond siced. Bump being sad today, this just made my enitreee week. Oh, and I can go to Prom now (: Haha, grounded? They suck at grounding me. But, back to John. Me and him <3
"I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight. Let's just fix this whole thing now. I swear to God, we're going to get it right if you lay your weapon down. Red wine and ambiance. You're talking shit again."
Being with you was like having every one of my wishes come true, but then you started acting funny again. I'm tired of this; not knowing and always on edge. And for once, I want someone to prove me wrong and come into my life and actually stay there. I was in denial and still am that things would change for the best. But I'm trying. Trying hard to get over you. It's what is best for me. And, I'm guessing it's what you want. I just wish you would not have led me on for over a year and weren't serious about me. I feel so stupid. Good job, you had me hooked.
Tomorrow Kush & Orange Juice comes out (: (: (: Sice meee! Having this mixtape will complete my Wiz Khalifa paradise of a library, and that will be the first thing I get tomorrow when I log onto my Twitter. Uploading one of the best mixtapes of 2010 tomorrow for you guys (:
This comic strip reminds me of one day when Marcus came over. It was right after the Winter storm, the one in like January. It was my first time seeing him since he apologized to me for being an asshole. It was freezing outside and there was still snow and ice all over the roads, but I wanted to go outside so we could have privacy. That night, we chilled for about two and a half hours in about 25/30 degree weather and it was the best thing in the world. We did nothing but walk & talk through every neighborhood in River Oaks. It was simple. Nothing big. Just us. We didn't even touch our phones at all, just our hands met each others. Freezing, but content. Me in a semi-warm jacket, and him in a light sweatshirt. He offered to give me his sweatshirt because I was shivering, but I couldn't do that to him. I remember it like it was yesterday. The picture is the way we parted. Standing like that for a good five minutes. I was comfortable, you know? We held each other like that and then he whispered in my ear how sorry he was for treating me wrong, and how we still had to remain friends if anything happened between us. And even now, after our break-up, we talk every once in awhile. Idk, but the cartoon just got to me, because it reminded me of that night. It was one of the most thoughtful and romantic things any guy has ever done for me; just the simplicity and sacrifice. Sitting outside in freezing cold weather, willing to talk, no bars or guards up, trying to fix our relationship. He wasn't worried about what he was going to do afterward, if he was going to go hang out with his friends, but he was worried about me and my feelings. Taking his time with me. Wanting to get things kopesthetic with me. I was the only person on his mind, not his phone or his friends. It was me. That was true. I just wish there were more boys out there willing to do the same thing...
I'm going to do a lot of posts today because it's Friday and I'm finally free, lol. Well, not really considering the massive amount of homework and housework I have to do, but whatever. My week was decent, nothing too bad happened. I got an 81 on my math test that I wasn't even prepared for :), that made my day. But, Idk I guess I should comment on my Spring Break trip. It was UH-MA-ZING. Met some really cool people and did some crazy things. I loved it and I can't wait until I can go back, or atleast when summer hits. Umm, right now I'm listening to John Mayer while twisting my hair up so it can fully dry. It's still wet from the wash yesterday, lol. I need to flat iron it tonight because tomorrow morning I have an interview, and I want to look presentable. But anyways, I wanna share a photo that I really like.
Haha, I'm currently taking applications. Leave your name in the comment section (:
But, for now. I must go and do something with my lioness mane of hair, lol. Then I must clean this house :/ It's starting to get out of control. But, Imma leave with some videos that I found that are hilarious!
My mama: Let me see your dress. Is that a new bra? Me: Yeah, I like it. It's comfortable. My mama: Haha, comfortable, or does it just make your boobs bigger? Me: Yeah, it pushes 'em up & makes it look like I have huge boobies. My mama: Haha, your boobs are already big. Me: Nu huh, not like yourssssss. I'm tryna get on your level!
This is Aaron's happy plate.
He officially has nooo time on his hands and is soo weird.
Confession #13: "Love is not defined by how long you've known the person or the amount of shit you've been through together, but how you see the person after lust fades to gray."
Confession #14: I don't think any guy I've ever had feelings for deserves me. They just walk all over me.
Confession #15: In regards to my chipmunk face, "I am grumpy. I can't move my face at all! I can't smile. I'm in intense pain. All I want to do is sleep with an icepack on my face and eat applesauce."
TYPE A While outwardly calm,
they have such high standards (perfectionists) that they tend to be
balls of nerves on the inside.
Type A’s are the most artistic of
the blood groups.
They can be shy, are conscientious, trustworthy,
and sensitive.
TYPE B Goal oriented and strong
minded,
type B’s will start a task and continue it until completed,
and completed well.
Type B’s are the individualists of the blood
group categories and find their own way in life.
TYPE O Type O’s are outgoing,
and very social.
They are initiators, although they don’t always
finish what they start.
Creative and popular, they love to be the
center of attention and appear very self confident.
TYPE AB Type AB’s are the split
personalities of the blood groups.
They can be both outgoing and
shy, confident and timid.
While responsible, too much
responsibility will cause a problem.
They are trustworthy and like
to help others.
Compatibility by Blood Groups A
is most compatible with A and AB
B is most compatible with B
and AB
AB is most compatible with AB, B, A and O
O is
most compatible with O, and AB
There really isn't anything that cool about me. I'm pretty much a simple and regular kid living in a screwed up world and society. I love and hate the DMV, more love though. I'm that kid that everybody should has as a friend, I'm too dependable and always there. My Prince Charming hasn't come into my life yet, I've had too many frogs in my life, and I'm tired of looking. I'm beginning to really wonder if my prince out there.. I'm really hoping so, but I'm losing hope. My motto is just to live life, forget everything else that trips hard. I've decided that I have come to a GREAT point in my life, so I'm NOT dealing with any jerks.
Um, I don't know what to say. I have no idea on how to describe myself. Is that bad? But, I mean, I guess it's alright. Just ask my friends and I'm pretty sure they will be able to describe me better :)
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